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Hannah Crazyhawk



“How to Tell When We Will Die: On Pain, Disability, and Doom” — Johanna Hedva
It is a tremendous book, a balm to my heart, and a piercing cry for those of us left alone to die. The words imbued in these pages are...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Oct 2, 2024


The Nightstand
I always feel pressure to post aesthetic photos that are perfectly executed to appeal to the artist’s eye. However, I can’t take those...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Sep 30, 2024
It Ends With Us
It Ends With Us Review
Hannah Crazyhawk
Sep 30, 2024
A Heart’s Own
I wish I could have gone to medical school. I would have chosen dermatology, surgery, or palliative care. Instead, I’m barely keeping...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Jul 9, 2024


Devour
Content Warning: Trauma - CPTSD I’ve recognized something about myself recently, and it’s making me really sad. When I’m with others or...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Mar 12, 2024
Door Knob Bears
On tonight’s episode of “That’s NOT Gravity!” CW: Law Enforcement, Stalking, Domestic Violence Tonight at about 8:45 pm, I watched my...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Dec 10, 2023
False Alarms
Today was terrible. Moments before my alarm was set to go off, the scream of a fire alarm blared above my bed. It was coming from the...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Dec 8, 2023


Flesh
So many new diagnoses. My out-of-pocket expenses continue to grow. The amount of skin care products and treatments I need is endless....
Hannah Crazyhawk
Jul 14, 2023


Grief
I don’t talk about my reality much anymore here. I’m going through more than I’m able to handle. I’m not okay. Massive things have...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Jul 1, 2023


Deroofing Surgery Sucks
Today brought to you by exuding wounds breaching hydrocolloid dressings. I had a deroofing surgery for my hidradenitis suppurativa on my...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Jun 2, 2023
Snow
As evening arrived, gentle snow began to fall on the treetops. The dark soon followed but with a blanket of silent snowfall. You've just...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Feb 23, 2023
Do No Harm
It's time for doctors of patients with Hidradenitis Suppurativa to listen to their patient's needs for pain control. Dismissing, blaming,...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Feb 1, 2023
Hidradenitis suppurativa is Hell
I detest hidradenitis suppurativa. It's killing me from the inside out and there is nothing I can do but watch helplessly while my flesh...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Dec 5, 2022


Sepsis Survivor
Today is my one-year anniversary since my first septic event from hidradenitis suppurativa. It was the most horrible medical pain I've...
Hannah Crazyhawk
May 31, 2022

Moving
I have great news. I'm moving to Portland next week for my health and safety. I wish I could have made this update sooner, but I've been...
Hannah Crazyhawk
May 28, 2022
Endometriosis
Today brought to you by endometriosis, menstruation, and a baseball-sized ovarian cyst clawing its way out of me. So, I'm laying as still...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Apr 10, 2022


A Hug
Triggering content: mental health, trauma, hospitals When I was first hospitalized for sepsis last year, I met someone from Ukraine who...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Mar 24, 2022
Ukraine
I sat frozen in horror as I watched the series of events in the war on Ukraine unfold. I choked back tears as I thought of my friends...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Feb 27, 2022


Cranial Massage Therapy
I want to share some excellent news with you. I've been receiving cranial massage therapy for a month now. It is the only thing that has...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Feb 8, 2022


Thanksgiving 2021
So, today's been a really tough day for me. The holidays are brutal. I don't have family, and the only family that I had that I was close...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Jan 8, 2022
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