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Hannah Crazyhawk



“How to Tell When We Will Die: On Pain, Disability, and Doom” — Johanna Hedva
It is a tremendous book, a balm to my heart, and a piercing cry for those of us left alone to die. The words imbued in these pages are...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Oct 2, 2024


The Nightstand
I always feel pressure to post aesthetic photos that are perfectly executed to appeal to the artist’s eye. However, I can’t take those...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Sep 30, 2024
A Heart’s Own
I wish I could have gone to medical school. I would have chosen dermatology, surgery, or palliative care. Instead, I’m barely keeping...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Jul 9, 2024
Hidradenitis suppurativa is Hell
I detest hidradenitis suppurativa. It's killing me from the inside out and there is nothing I can do but watch helplessly while my flesh...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Dec 5, 2022

Moving
I have great news. I'm moving to Portland next week for my health and safety. I wish I could have made this update sooner, but I've been...
Hannah Crazyhawk
May 28, 2022


Birthday
Hi, world, My birthday is April 23rd. It's been a hell year for me. I'm posting this to ask you my friends for any kindness and or...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Apr 16, 2022


Cranial Massage Therapy
I want to share some excellent news with you. I've been receiving cranial massage therapy for a month now. It is the only thing that has...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Feb 8, 2022


Y2K
So, there's a Spotify Playlist called "Y2K." I like it and must admit I miss the time when we were hoarding water and essentials for the...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Jan 16, 2022
2021
Happy holidays my friends! I had chemotherapy on Monday and am doing my best to have a decent holiday week. My apartment complex is like...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Dec 24, 2020


Bose
While I was growing up, I had no idea I was autistic. All I knew was that music brought me peace when nothing else could, even through...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Dec 8, 2020
"Gilded"
Too many falls I've watched from this bed Too many days lost To the pain To the fatigue To the remains I mourn alone In this gilded cage
Hannah Crazyhawk
Oct 27, 2020
Help Me Soar
Please read, share, and donate (if you are able) to my new Go Fund Me. Thank you so much! #helpmesoar
Hannah Crazyhawk
Oct 4, 2020
Dear Narcissists
To all the partners who have abused me, ghosted me, said my illnesses were just “too much,” broke up with me via text, and promised me...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Oct 3, 2020
A PhD in Physics
Spoonies weigh everything. We are masters of the way things run, feel, and cost. I mean that in every way. We know the inner workings of...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Sep 25, 2020


Bald is Beautiful
The wonderful barber, Jacob at Trailhead Barbershop shaved my head today for free. 💈 I COULD NOT BE HAPPIER!!! I've never felt better...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Sep 17, 2020
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