Hannah Crazyhawk

It is a tremendous book, a balm to my heart, and a piercing cry for those of us left alone to die. The words imbued in these pages are...

I always feel pressure to post aesthetic photos that are perfectly executed to appeal to the artist’s eye. However, I can’t take those...

I wish I could have gone to medical school. I would have chosen dermatology, surgery, or palliative care. Instead, I’m barely keeping...

Burning Alive

Content Warning: Trauma - CPTSD I’ve recognized something about myself recently, and it’s making me really sad. When I’m with others or...

Today was absolute shit, except for a small window of time in Starbucks. After my oncology appointment, I had to pick up a prescription....

I don’t talk about my reality much anymore here. I’m going through more than I’m able to handle. I’m not okay. Massive things have...

It's time for doctors of patients with Hidradenitis Suppurativa to listen to their patient's needs for pain control. Dismissing, blaming,...

I'm enjoying learning ASL. I've learned how to sign the process of working with and training birds of prey. Learning new languages opens...

Today is my one-year anniversary since my first septic event from hidradenitis suppurativa. It was the most horrible medical pain I've...

Triggering content: mental health, trauma, hospitals When I was first hospitalized for sepsis last year, I met someone from Ukraine who...

My orchid garden continues to thrive. It is a wonderful bright spot in my world. I'm proud of myself for persevering, learning, and...

I want to share some excellent news with you. I've been receiving cranial massage therapy for a month now. It is the only thing that has...

So, today's been a really tough day for me. The holidays are brutal. I don't have family, and the only family that I had that I was close...

People need shoes. I need shoes too, even when I don’t feel like a person. In less than a day I lost everything - I lost my home, I lost...