Hannah Crazyhawk

It is a tremendous book, a balm to my heart, and a piercing cry for those of us left alone to die. The words imbued in these pages are...

I always feel pressure to post aesthetic photos that are perfectly executed to appeal to the artist’s eye. However, I can’t take those...

I wish I could have gone to medical school. I would have chosen dermatology, surgery, or palliative care. Instead, I’m barely keeping...

Burning Alive

Content Warning: Trauma - CPTSD I’ve recognized something about myself recently, and it’s making me really sad. When I’m with others or...

Today was absolute shit, except for a small window of time in Starbucks. After my oncology appointment, I had to pick up a prescription....

Today was terrible. Moments before my alarm was set to go off, the scream of a fire alarm blared above my bed. It was coming from the...

Waves of grief washed over me as I stepped onto my patio to refill my bird feeders. I’ll miss these little creatures, my only company. I...

So many new diagnoses. My out-of-pocket expenses continue to grow. The amount of skin care products and treatments I need is endless....

I don’t talk about my reality much anymore here. I’m going through more than I’m able to handle. I’m not okay. Massive things have...

Today brought to you by exuding wounds breaching hydrocolloid dressings. I had a deroofing surgery for my hidradenitis suppurativa on my...

As evening arrived, gentle snow began to fall on the treetops. The dark soon followed but with a blanket of silent snowfall. You've just...

It's time for doctors of patients with Hidradenitis Suppurativa to listen to their patient's needs for pain control. Dismissing, blaming,...

I detest hidradenitis suppurativa. It's killing me from the inside out and there is nothing I can do but watch helplessly while my flesh...

Today was about a doctor's appointment. I feel like it was such a wasted day. I spent hours getting ready. I didn't sleep because of my...

Today is my one-year anniversary since my first septic event from hidradenitis suppurativa. It was the most horrible medical pain I've...

I have great news. I'm moving to Portland next week for my health and safety. I wish I could have made this update sooner, but I've been...

Hi, world, My birthday is April 23rd. It's been a hell year for me. I'm posting this to ask you my friends for any kindness and or...

Today brought to you by endometriosis, menstruation, and a baseball-sized ovarian cyst clawing its way out of me. So, I'm laying as still...

To all my trans friends, I see you, and I love you! ❤️ Also, just wanted to share - I'm trans/genderqueer. It's been years of hiding and...